Revelation

Hey everybody,

Just saying hi again and wanted to give you an update on things. Last week I had some bad cream in my coffee and got real sick from food posioning. I also think that while my stomach was weak I caught a stomach virus as I recovered from the cream and then got 10 times more sick. Though I was going to die one night cause I couldn't keep anything in. I'm better now but have realized a lot while feeling like I was going to die.

I realized that I lost my passion for life a long time back. Its the reason I can't seem to do anything. Things I found fun i seem to can't get the drive to do them anymore. I've decided I need to force myself to do them in hopes of regaining some of that passion back. If I don't I think my life is already over then. There's nothing pushing me forward anymore and it makes me want to just sit around and mope. I'm going to start with reading again since I have so many books that I never read just sitting around. I plan to get back to writing and already convinced a friend to read my work.

I also have lots of other projects that I will try to work on. I will say no more on those projects till I have something to show ya. I tend to talk more than do. So for now I'll focus on the doing.

Well talk to ya soon.

Blue

"Never back down from a challenge."

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