Blue Update

Hey everybody,

Just wanted to say hi and give you an update on things. Life still sucks here. I have to wait even longer to take a test that I most likely will fail. Life sucks even more I think because of the wait. Everything is so far away.

There's really nothing I can do right now. There's no jobs out there. I can't go out since I'm low on money and I have no people to hangout with. I spend my whole day in my room. I wish there was more to do but I lack the focus to write or do anything art related.

So all I can really do is sit here moping and playing games. There's also doing chores but they don't really keep me from moping. Kinda wish I had a do-over and could chose a different major or spent more time improving my skills. To bad there's no such thing.

Wish I had someone to talk to but my family is to wrapped up in their own things. Find it sad that my mom finds books more important than me. At least my sister has something more important with spending time with her boyfriend.

Well I'll talk to you soon.

Blue

"Never back down from a challenge."Blue Oni Creations- www.blueonicreations.com

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Website Update

Hey everybody,

Well their hasn't really been any real progress with my website redevelopment. The main problem being that I have lost my drive. That and my drawing ability is much lower than my last website redesign. Mainly because I been spend all my time since last year focusing on trying to get a regular job. So I never had time to keep up with my skills.

That will change soon as I plan for the future. My primary focus for the future is to move forward with my life goals no matter the cost. It means a lot of sacrificing. The goal is to rebuild my life from scratch. To regain all the skills I let dwindle and to walk the path in life that I never had a chance to.

It means going behind my family back. But it must be done. It also means a refocus on what my site will be about. The main purpose for my site beyond just a online portfolio is to be my masterwork in a way. A place that houses all my ideas and projects in some way.

Well I'll tell you more in the future. For now talk to you later.

Blue

"Never back down from a challenge."Blue Oni Creations- www.blueonicreations.com

Gaming Update

Hey Everybody,

Just wanted to say hi and give you an update on things. I have been playing a lot of FFXIV. It is really fun and I think it's an MMO I can sink my teeth in. The problem is should I. With my current situation should I be wasting time and money on a MMO. Another thought is MMO's slated to come out in the next year. Am I more tempted to play those than this one. I have played a lot of MMO's over the years and I haven't really played them long. Either money issues kept me from playing or I got bored of the content.

Finacially I guess I went at MMO's badly. It would have been cheaper to stick with an MMO than switching to a new one and wasting another $50 on a dame disc only to play it a month or two.

Now the boredom part is why do get bored. What makes me think the next MMO I won't get bored. I think mostly it's the lack of social interactions I get in MMO's. Mainly cause the friends who said they would play quit, or never joined. I've decided I should never base an MMO purchase on friends who think they will play.

The cool thing with FFXIV right now is that I am part of a guild. This is one of the first guilds I joined on a MMO. Most times I use to make my own or joined a friends. which Mostly ended up with my by myself as my friends left or never joined at all.

I think I will hold off on FFXIV being the MMo for me till I finish going over my plans for the future. I have other things in life that are bigger than video games. And really whats stopping me from joining much later when I have my life settled and the MMO has a more stable community.

Well thats it for now. I'll talk to ya later.

Blue

"Never back down from a challenge."Blue Oni Creations- www.blueonicreations.com

Job Search Update

Hey everybody,

Things aren't going to good with my job searching. I know I need to go back to school in order to get a job. Now my mom feels I should get a job first. Kinda weird in my opinion. Well I'm still studying for the substitute test and will hopefully be able to take it once my mom gets paid. Pass or fail. I will pursue going back to school. Even if I have to scrap money together to pay for an application.

Well thats it for now. I'll talk to ya later.

Blue

"Never back down from a challenge."Blue Oni Creations- www.blueonicreations.com

Blue Update

Hey Everyone,

For a moment I thought I found another possible job, but that was a total bust. Seems like theres no hope sometimes. So I guess that means I will stick to the path before me. Which is trying to become a substitute teacher. hopefully I don't fail.

I really need to do something about my drive. I am behind on my website, animations, and my story because I lose the ability to do anything some days. If I don't fix this I will just stay in my rut till my mother decides to finally wash her hands of me.

I wish there was more to say. But there's not much going on in my life. Well I'll talk to ya soon.

Blue

"Never back down from a challenge."Blue Oni Creations- www.blueonicreations.com

Gaming Update

Hey Everybody,

This is a gaming update. This week was a good week for games for me. I recently downloaded Dead Rising 2: Case Zero, Scott Pilgrim VS. the World, and got to start playing Final Fantasy XIV Open Beta.

Dead Rising 2: Case Zero is pretty much a prologue/ demo for Dead Rising 2. it was fun as you got to get back into gameplay similar to the first Dead Rising. The controls are better in my opinion especially how guns work. I love that now you can run and gun. Well more like walk and gun as you don't move to fast while aiming the gun. The story pretty much focuses on tring to find medication for your daughter and fixing a old bike so you can make your escape from a zombie infested town.

I haven't gotten to far into Scott Pilgrim VS the World yet. But I finally bought it when the trial gameplay and music made me want to play the full game. I hate that there's no online co-op since I have no one around who will play with me. But I'll just handle it solo and hope they get an online co-op later. Or try to convince my sister to play. Well I'm only up to the second level right now so I'll get back to this later.

Now Final Fantasy XIV open beta started this week. It had a rocky start as they had to push back the date once. They also had a lot of server issues. But it was worth it when I finally got to playing. They made leveling slower compared to closed beta, but thats understandable. I love the new locations and the music is wonderful. It makes me tempted to start day one when it comes out but I'll still wait a bit since I have Dead Rising 2 coming out around the same time. Well I'll talk more on this later as the Beta continues.

For the next update coming next week, I'll be going further with Scott Pilgrim as I try to beat it. I will also have more on Final Fantasy XIV as the Beta Continues and defiantly some screen shots. Also next week is the new DLC for Mass Effect 2. I will have some info on that as I at least play pass the first level.

Well thats all for now. So I'll see ya soon with the next Gaming Update.

Blue

"Never back down from a challenge."Blue Oni Creations- www.blueonicreations.com